Thrown into adulthood way too soon as a young boy, Craig Maltese and Briar Dougherty divulge the years of turmoil Maltese faced from exposure to sexual behavior. Turning to the world of fitness as a healthy release, Maltese found that avenue too was rife with corruption, destruction, and bad choices. The challenge which led him down a dark path to an unhealthy relationship to sex and intimacy throughout his life would ultimately empower Maltese to find his authentic voice. Pain, heartbreak, and Maltese's eventual redemption make this book a must read.