It didn't happen overnight, but eventually I got over my body issues and started to feel good about myself. It all started when I had a boyfriend that worshiped me because of my size, and when we eventually split I found myself getting the attention of a ton of men with my new level of confidence.
Some guys were cheating on their women, and it didn't bother me one bit, and it actually inspired me to seek out encounters in which I could be in those types of situations. That's when I stumbled across cuckqueaning.
It was a whole new world for me to conquer, and it was filled with pathetic women that wanted to see their husbands cheat on them. I wanted to be the object of their husband's lust, so I set out to find my first cuckquean to humiliate.
I found myself being interested in the idea of not only humiliating the women by having them watch their men show me their love, but also I desired to physically dominate them. To have them worship me. To have them call me their goddess!
I laughed as she began to take her clothes off. Not because of her body, but because the power that I had. It seemed I could tell her to do anything and she would happily obey my every command.
I felt like I was getting revenge on all of the women in my life that tried to make me feel insecure about my body.