She pulls me into the abyss, to the place from which I have struggled so hard to get out. Daring, uncontrollable, reckless. But who would have thought that she would turn out to be the girl from the past that I was trying so hard to forget?
I wanted to teach her a lesson, to punish her, but I fell in like a boy. She poisoned my whole life, and for her sake, I overstepped the law and my principles again. It's happening all over again. She is a disease, she is... my relapse.