I started writing this book twenty years ago. It begins in 1950s Cornwall. I was sent to Sunday School every week and loved it. I stopped going when we moved to London in 1962. I was thirteen. Apart from the time that an evangelist told me about Jesus and I prayed the prayer, I spent the next 20 years swearing to god I was an atheist.
I became a Christian in 1990 and for the next fifteen years or so used my God-given musical talent to sing songs, preach and lead worship. By 2005 I was burnt out and damaged by my experiences and no longer went to church.
In recent years my faith has returned but not my desire to return to 'the fold'. My book explores the reasons behind my decision.