Can it really be?

Suspended after the most popular girl in the school leaked his nudes to the rest of his class, Jay, a quiet artistic student, must come up with a project that will improve the school. Not only are his three best friends avoiding him, but the meanest teacher in the school sees it, sending him to the principal who gives him a suspension. The principle takes pity on the boy and his situation, telling him that it won't be reported if he finds a project that will improve the school. Once he gets his plan approved, he starts working on it when he runs into his crush, Brian, literally. Over the course of the week, Jay gets close to his crush Brian, and his friends who welcome him into the friend group, people around the school sees his mural in progress and ask for help proposing their own, and even the teachers who initially were against him coming back, start to get to know him and the situation. Life is looking good, and the cherry on top is when he gets the guy of his dreams, through his stomach of course, and gets invited to Prom. Will Jay be able to keep his new life when his mother finds him in the arms of his boyfriend?

Summary: Suspended after the most popular girl in the school leaked his nudes to the rest of his class, Jay, a quiet artistic student, must come up with a project that will improve the school. He gets his project approved and starts working on it when he runs into his crush, Brian, literally. With his friends avoiding him, Jay spends the week with Brian and his friends. Will the school be able to see the real side of the once loner, now suspended kid? Will Jay be able to be friends with the guy of his dreams? Follow Jay as he changes the minds of both his classmates and his teachers as the end of the year approaches, with both Prom and finals within sight.

Sitting outside on the roof was cold, but I didn't care. I got to see the sun rise, the one thing that brightened up my day literally. Most nights I couldn't sleep, the evidence clear as day on my face. No? Alright. No amount of melatonin can help me sleep, I'm plagued by my hyperactive mind. I dream of what could be, what I wish to be, and where I wish I was. I daydream to keep my mind from thinking how fucked up my situation is. I fucking wish pops was here, but I know that isn't possible. Sometimes I pray that things would just go back to how they were, where mom and pops were still together, happy. But that's not how it turned out, in fact, I'm glad that they separated, no more fights, no more screaming matches, no more nights where I try to bury myself in pillows so that the only sound I could hear is my own heartbeat. I warm my hands with my breath, has it really been two years since then? Mom still hasn't moved on, it's hard to come home and see her going through the motions of life, not really living, so bored of life. She used to be happy, and now I see the shell of the woman she used to be, she continues to drift further away into herself, and it hurts to see that I can't help her. I pray for her still, praying for the day that she starts to live her life again. I've gotten used to it just being the two of us now. Yes, he comes by now and then. He's happy now, living with his new family: the woman who he replaced mom with, my stepmom, and Angie, my half sister. I'm glad he's moved on, but I still can't forgive him for leaving.

It's been a while since I thought about them and having all this time on my hands isn't helping with all the other problems I have in my life. I'm 16 and I feel like the world is crumbling down around me. I have so many questions with no one to ask; about faith and life in general. About how I'm starting to overthink if I'm having feelings for someone, and why I can't stop thinking about it. I tug on my hair, why do I feel the way I do whenever he strolls my way. Yeah, yeah, I know what your thinking. This dumb bitch is falling in love. Wrong, I'm a 16 year old boy who had crushes on girls all my life

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