this has been a fantastic journey from male to female. my birth as a 'male', life as a boy to manhood. a macho kiwi male. married with children and successful. coming to understand what i couldnt understand from age 7. living a life always questioning and wondering. losing so much but gaining so much when i had gender reassignment surgery in phuket, thailand.
the happiness of being a female, a woman.
knowing i was different but not understanding why. struggling at times to understand. pain and hurt mixed with joy and happiness.
this book is about my life from birth to just after my body was made to match my soul finally and the smiles arrived.