This book is about the unthinkable happening, the domino effect of different circumstances that resulted and how one person found another expression of life.. an expansion of understanding, compassion for others but for herself also. It is a book about finding parts of herself and others that she didn't know existed, some dark but others light. A passage that has led her to understand that light and colour can be expressed more vividly if one is willing to look into the darkness. It is a story of strength, weakness, beauty, ugliness, community, friendship and isolation, sorrow and joy. But most of all this is a story about love, the authentic kind the substance to all that is.