Before God you don't have a microphone, or a book, or pens or musical instruments. For God you are not a gift, a calling or a mission. Don't try to live in front of him as if you were something you could or could do, for Him you are just a beloved child, as if the word "one" fit in the sentence: beloved child of God in whom He rejoices. Just remember that, God declared his kindness as a son before Jesus even before he did any miracle or sign, much less sacrifice, before everything He could do, he was already loved, just as you are.