This is a book about the sufferings of an Iranian-Canadian gay human who has been through a lot and because his psychological needs he started to self educate himself by reading psychological books and every single book taught him great life lessons and those books helped him feel much better and to survive besides having medications. This book is about a gay human whose parents could not accept him as a gay person because of their culture and religious backgrounds and advised him wrongly to get married to a girl and the result of this marriage is a great son of his whom he loves and cares for a lot until the very last day he lives.