From Preacher To Porn Star (My Conversion To Perversion)

For over twenty years, Robert Billman was deeply involved in Christian ministry work, having become "Born Again" at age twenty-two, while married to his first wife. Because of his intense study of the Bible, he was asked to preach his first sermon a year later.
Three years after his conversion, he discovered that his wife had been cheating on him for almost that length of time and they divorced.
For eleven months, disappointed with God, he backslid from the church and had casual sex with thirty-five women, including two steady girlfriends.
He then moved from Florida to Dallas, Texas. He got a job at a local TV station, as he had been working as a director at a station in Panama City, Florida,. He began directing the televised Sunday morning service of the First Baptist Church of Dallas.
There he met his second wife. A few months after getting married, he quit work at the station to volunteer at a new Christian TV station in Dallas. It was a work of love, as they never paid him. He worked selling hearing aids, to provide for his family, yet be able to spend time working "for God" for free.
The head of the station, Rev. Litzman, turned out to be corrupt and was cheating with a secretary. He also mismanaged the station and it went dark.
Six months later, Rev. Pat Robertson, who had started a Christian TV network, bought a station in Dallas. Robert tried to get work at the station but was turned down by Rev. Robertson. "God" had told him in a dream to clean house of the evil from the previous station. He wouldn't hire anyone who had worked there, as they were tainted by the sins of Rev. Litzman.
Greatly disappointed, Robert went to work at Sears. His work there was short-lived, however, as his wife had contacted a TV minister, named Bob Munford, in Florida, to ask about a dream she had. In the conversation, she found out that Rev. Mumford was building a Christian TV station in the Miami area and needed staff. Subsequently, Robert, wife, and two daughters moved to Florida, where he became a director at the station.
It was a bad experience, also. The station folded after a year, again due to mismanagement. There were also problems in Rev. Mumford's church which affected Robert and his family negatively.
Robert was contacted by Bob Anderson from the Rex Humbard TV ministry in Akron Ohio. Robert was hired to work there as a director. After a year, he was released as Rex was soon to retire.
He then went to work at a new Christian station in Chicago. The president of the station, Rev. Owen Carr, had him fired after a year for having radical Christians as guests on the evening talk show. Robert then started his own Christian production company. Three years later, he was ordained into the Assembly of God denomination. He occasionally preached sermonettes at the churches that he produced programs for.
Many of the churches he worked with owed him money, stole his equipment or treated him and his family in an un-Christian manner. He was starting to get disillusioned with Christians.
He felt led of God to move the family (by now, three daughters) to California. Things went from bad to worse. He was ripped off by a Christian partner, had promises of work broken, had a preacher "stab him in the back" and lost a TV station license due to unscrupulous Christians.
He quit the church and turned to sex. Something he could rely on and believe in. He got divorced, after taking his wife into the swinging lifestyle, and then accidentally became a porn star a year later, at age 46. He was in over 200 porn movies, as well as shot and edited hundreds more.
His book details the hypocrisy and lack of truth in religion and the behind-the-scenes workings in the porn business.

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