This book may be viewed as two books. Two-thirds of the book is memoir of the times and experiences of my life. One-third is my challenging journey to find the common ground within physics, paranormal phenomena, fundamental consciousness, altered states of consciousness, and related Eastern metaphysics. It is not a novel nor a lecture; it describes living an eventful and satisfying life as a personal journey. For the first time in my life "belief in a God" has real significance for how I live each day.