I was young, female intern trying to cope with the pressures of becoming a Doctor. I had no idea what would keep me on track but I knew I really had no choice. I had used my body in college and I would do it again. It was a difficult time for me and I vowed that when I was the senior Doctor, training younger ones that I would never do such a thing. And I did not. I simply found a younger man who could help me out once in a while.