Nug Knug Conundrum or Egoic Disfunction

Nug Knug Conundrum or Egoic Disfunction

The reluctant antihero Degan Knight continues to seek justice for the Religiously biased public assault/murder he received for being Catholic in Mormon Salt Lake City Utah. Degan Knight knows that Utah Mormon return missionary politician Rotten Rob Jippson, and his felonious super criminal mastermind partner Mormon Attorney Stinky Steve Swinson will never receive justice for their ambush style attempted murder of Degan. Degan still suffers from PTSD and works around its multi effects including restlessness, stress, anxiety, guilt, hallucinations, intrusive memories, hypervigilance, hopelessness, paranoia, negative self-image, and pain. Degan calls this his nug knug conundrum or egoic disfunction. It's been almost seven years and Degan Knight's brain damage from the assault/attempted murder have changed his life more deeply than he can comprehend. Degan now believes the assault should properly be designated a Religious Based Hate Crime. Degan discovers more evidence and examples that the rumors are factual and concludes that Mormon Salt Lake City Utah is a bias hate crime ridden City that seeks to put a strangle hold on its non-Mormon residence. Despite all these adversaries Degan decides to keep pursuing justice within the two-tear religious bias pro-white Mormon justice system of Salt Lake City. Degan has learned that he really has no choice because life has to go on even after losing everything from both the attack and his past substance abuse. Degan decides not to relocate to his family's farm in the Sierra Nevada's for fear of his safety and life. Degan begins to run it through his nug knug and realizes the conundrum concerning his new family's propensity for guns and violence combined with their steroid uses. Degan's continues to loath his stepfather, an Illegal immigrant, and Asian Supremacist from the Philippines. Degan does not bond well with his two stepbrothers that Degan concludes they are in fact the half white children of GI soldiers and Filipina prostitutes. Degan fears are compounded by his stepfathers' avid gun ownership and the fact that he has vocalized his hate for Degan, and spiritual supports the Utah Politician and Attorney that assaulted Degan. Degan chooses to move to Arizona and develops some unique friends while living in Tucson, and sees America in a new light, and how truly addicted, intoxicated, and medicated America is. Degan begins to reimagine his life in Tucson Arizona, and through it all purchases a new home. Degan decides to become useful again in society and returns to his health care career and dreams of becoming a health care educator. Degan knight continues to struggle with PTSD and chooses spirituality to find a higher power that he can appreciate and use when he is challenged. Degan returns to Utah under his adversaries' watchful eyes for graduate school and is still wrestling with the effects of PTSD. Degan realizes that in the darkest and most painful times is when we grow the most. Degan mentions the use of witchcraft. Degan believes now that everything happens for a reason, and life has never been in his control. Degan concludes that even with a broken life and mind like his, that having gratitude in life can make it all worth living.

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