September 2017, I drove out west, I was twenty-five years old. I guess I felt something was off with my family. My family was just like from the film Caroline. So I wanted to drive away. I returned to Orange, MA and then I asked him nicely if I can drive. I drove to the peak where the grass was greener, more trees and forests. I took a walk to a store too. I was lost, Lost. Not confused, I'm never confused. I'm going to remember him in 2017. I was so in love with him. Afraid of drama. I kept avoiding it all. I had only spare change on me. Maybe I should have never left him. But, Destiny was calling me. To be precise, I had nothing, but a balanced mind. Mind over money. Love over money. Poor, but smart. I confronted all my enemies. I believe in God. I followed the path to heaven. I love you. Take care. See you soon, my sweet lover. I'm in love with you.