"The e-book call "HOLY SPIRIT" is written by Shwin J Brad & Aesha Shah. Once you start the process of loving yourself, everything else starts to fall into place. You find partners that treat you right, you find jobs that are perfect for you etc. The list is endless when you begin this way of being. It can be super hard, especially when you are fighting a lifelong challenge of dislike and hate. It can also have come from outside sources and not just be from yourself, or be a seemingly never ending family trait. This is where you have to take back that power and say NO MORE. You will more than often find when you look back at people who put you down, that it either wasn't about you and all about the person in question or that what it came down to is Ego based reasons they were jealous of you (even if they didn't know why), they felt guilty and lashed out and the list goes on. It is time to let that go and not carry the burden any more. It is a never ending process and life will surely give you some doubts along the way. Each time stop before you spiral and say an affirmation or a quote, a song line anything that gets you out of it and back to love based thoughts. It is inspiring, uplifting and Motivative."