Something was not quite right in my life. I had been struggling for years. I was nowhere
near where I wanted to be, not even close. Everything I ever tried to keep under control now
had gone astray. I had exerted myself for the sake of everyone; and yet I did not feel valued
I befell victim to unfortunate events, time and time again.
But I had had enough of failure!
I felt like a car stuck in mud even though I was doing my utmost to be the "good person" as
the society expected of me.. I sank deeper into mud no matter how hard I tried to escape ,
until finally I found myself at a deadlock. When I came to the realization that everything I
ever feared was happening to me, that is when the AWAKENING began.